Week 23

Gabriel has been moving around like crazy. Shawn finally got to feel him for the first time yesterday morning! Boy, did I get a big kiss. I think Shawn may finally be coming out of his state of shock and denial that this is actually going to happen. He's been so afraid for me and that the pregnancy wouldn't be finished that he's been afraid to let himself get excited. The water heater broke a couple of days ago so I went without a warm shower for awhile. That was an interesting experience. Shawn and one of his SCA friends fixed it yesterday morning and for that I am so very, very grateful!! I finished my last week of homework for my literature class and now only have my final to take. Thank goodness for that! One less stressor in my life! I am working at a place called Party City through the first week of November and have begun gathering fabric and notions for making the nursery bedding. We are going to start purchasing wood and drywall to build the shelving unit and redo the wall in the nursery so I can start the mural. We have our next appointment and ultrasound a week from Monday.

Weeks 20, 21 and 22

Week 20

We went to our first major ultrasound on October 6th. After lots of fighting and rolling around Gabriel finally stuck his little butt up in the air so we could see all of his stuff. It was a long and painful process that included two sonographers, me rolling around from one side to the other and back and ended with me almost peeing my pants on the elevator ride up to the fourth floor where I immediately begged for a cup and a bathroom. Needless to say, we are going in for another on November 3rd. Now we know that there will be a little Shawn wandering around trying to disarm people while wearing tiny armor.

Week 21

Gabe started kicking his way around every once in awhile this week. I woke up in the middle of the night on Thursday to pee and when I stood up he gave me such a jab that I about passed out and had to hold myself up on the wall. When I climbed back into bed he did it again and I just laid there frozen. I swear, Shawn sent him in with a sword...

Week 22

I've started this week by coming down with some sort of bug. I'm not sure if it's just a head cold or if it is something more. There is some more serious stuff going around the school and I really hope that this isn't that. My belly is growing and getting more uncomfortable to move around. I stood up out of my chair the other day and tipped forward. Thankfully the cat tower was there so I could catch myself. My tummy isn't huge, but apparently I'm front heavy anyway!!

Weeks 17, 18, and 19

So, it's been awhile. It has been crazy the past few weeks. I went to an art festival in Detriot, hung out in Madison, quit my new second job, started sleeping funny, got a little sick again, and have started looking for a new-new second job.

Lets see here...Week 17 was spent being really stressed, working and working and working and painting and painting and painting. I barely got any sleep, was really, really anxious and was insanely busy trying to get ready for the show. We left on Sept. 18th for Madison with Shawn's friend Aaron. It was a long drive in a Nissan Qwest, possibly a worse ride than my crappy Neon. It had no shocks and tipped really easy. But, it held us and all of our crap and we made our merry way to the Wisconsin capital. We slept at Shawn's cousin Jo's and the four of us left in the morning for Detriot (after I had a minor meltdown the night before due to a homework scare). (Note: There are tons of adult shops in Indiana, as advertised on the many billboards througout the state.) When we got to Detroit we checked in at the art fair and headed to the hotel to get settled before we had a night on the town and checked out other people setting up at the fair. However, these plans quickly went down the drain as we lost the car keys and spent the night looking through everything, breaking into the Nissan, not finding the keys, calling the lobby, looking around the room some more, trying to figure out what we should order to eat (I was dying...) and then, around 11 pm, finding the keys in the one pocket of Jo's backpack that hadn't been checked. We drove around until we found this little Indian restaurant that was nice enough to make us some delicious dinner to go. We went back to the hotel and indulged ourselves in curried delights.

Week 18: We spent the weekend at the art fair where I got lots of positive feedback and two galleries requested my work. We had some lovely Thai food at this great little restaurant and on Sunday we left right away for Madison after the show. We got back about 2 a.m. We slept a bit and then wandered around Madison. I have to say the city was awesome. I was expecting another Grand Forks or Fargo and it was like being in a little metropolitan hub. We had ice cream made at the university by one of the lakes. It was fun and then we went back to Jo's and watched movies. On Tuesday we left about 5 a.m. so that I could make it to a training for work in GF by 4 p.m. I went to training, came home and rested. I worked the rest of the week, quitting my second job on Friday. They hadn't paid me on the 19th when they were supposed to, nor did they pay me on Monday when they were supposed to and so I quit. (Note: They still haven't paid me....)

Week 19: I've been a bit sick this week but have managed to work and get caught up on my homework. I haven't been able to sleep for the past few nights as comfort is something the baby is finally keeping me from. I have some pillows I slept with last night that alleviated some of the issues, but then I had some crazy dreams that kept me awake. We have our next ultrasound on Monday and I'm excited to find out if it's a boy or a girl.

Week 16

The baby is getting much bigger and I feel it all of the time. It's strange feeling this extra thing inside myself that moves. It's a bit surreal. I'm really exhausted, but after next weekend I'll have one less thing to worry about. We leave on Thursday for Madison and will head to Detroit on Friday for the show. It's tough working on the homework issue and trying to get the painting stuff done. I really should have been painting tonight, but I'm really tired and really need a little break. I'm excited to go to our next appointment on the 6th. I will be 20 weeks, half way there and we will finally find out the sex. Our last appointment on the 9th was short but we got to listen to the heartbeat which was 140 bpm. I also had the blood test for down syndrome and it must have come back as negative because we didn't hear from the doctor. We've had some people tell us it's a girl because of the heartrate and others tell us it's a boy. It's pretty funny. The kids at my school were upset because I couldn't go with them on their field trip today because they were going to the water treatment plant which is apparently rather disgusting. It was cute though. They complained to their other teachers that I couldn't go with them, "because of the BABY!!" Apparently this was very upsetting..... And really cute to me.

Weeks 13, 14, and 15

So, it's been awhile. I started school a couple of weeks ago. The meds the doctor put me on are working for the most part. I have about a day a week that I don't feel so good, but I think it is mostly my body trying to make up for the lack of rest. I started a second job on Monday. I'm working in a photo studio. I'm a little worried about myself but we really need the money, especially if we are going to fix the nursery so it is livable for baby. We are going to stop at Ikea outside of Chicago to get a crib on our way back from Detroit in a couple of weeks. I'm excited. I love Ikea. We have our next appointment on the 9th. I'm excited to make sure everything is going well. I was feeling the baby move a bit a few days ago. It felt like butterflies in my tummy, but I haven't felt it for a couple of days. I'm sure it's because the baby is so small though. I'll feel better after we see the doctor though. Well, that is all for now. I'll repost after our next visit!

Week 12

So, this has been a very interesting week. I started throwing up on Sunday, went off the Zofran on Monday so that on Tuesday it might work again. I spent Monday throwing up significantly more than I did on Sunday. When I went back on the Zofran on Tuesday I continued to throw up. I called the Doctor and she told me to come in. When I got there, I had lost 12lbs in a week and my blood pressure was high and rising. Needless to say, I was admitted to the hospital.

I spent Tuesday, Wednesday, and part of Thursday on an IV that was pushing water into my system as I was rehydrated. I wasn't allowed to eat until Wednesday and then I was put on a liquid diet. Thursday they let me try some solid food which didn't go as well as I had hoped it would. The doctor decided to have me stay over until today (Friday) to get my meds and diet worked out. So here I am, working on being able to function and trying to avoid the hospital again so that I don't have to be tube fed.

I got to see the baby again though and it actually looks like a little person and is swimming around in there like crazy!

Week 11

This last week has been interesting. I had a couple of really bad days when I ran out of my meds. Shawn was sweet and went and refilled my prescription for me. That helped immensely. I'm really hungry all of the time. We have a new little 4.0 cubic foot fridge. Our regular one died and we can't afford a new one yet so we are making due. It's actually working pretty well since we don't use our fridge a whole lot anyway. It is mostly used for things like milk and sauces. This little fridge has a little freezer too, which is nice. I cut my hair about a week and a half ago. It is really, really short and really, really easy to take care of. Shawn isn't too sure about it, but I'm very happy with it. We're excited about our first ob/gyn appointment on Tuesday. I also work next week at South Middle School. I'll only be doing half days so it will be a nice easement back into work. Well, I guess this has been a bit rambling. I'll let you know how the appointment goes!